insomnia

ugh. i was tossing and turning next to my beloved. now i'm sitting on the couch, feet propped, listening to the hum of the dishwasher. at least i was able to sleep when i was taking my medicine. granted, my mind is spinning with things that need to be done tomorrow, before we go away for the weekend. and as we're going to a wedding, the wedding of the one who God chose to introduce me to my beloved (along with her roommate at the time), i am reminded of how i had insomnia the nights before my own wedding. i was thoroughly exhausted, but couldn't sleep a bit.

an old song by pray for rain aka pfr has been running through my head the past few days. i need to dig out that old tape and listen to it. or maybe i can find it online somewhere... i'm sure the lyrics are somewhere in cyberspace....